So I made my first big mistake at work

 I'll keep it vague, but basically, I sent out an email I wasn't supposed to. I upset quite a few people. And now I feel terrible. The end. I've been beating myself up over it, but I have to forgive myself. I've done my apologizing, I did everything I could, so now I just need to take a deep breath and wait it out. It'll be ok. It'll be ok. It'll be ok.

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